ugh

On Tuesday my and I went to dinner at Moss' in Elyria. It's such a nice place! The food was excellent, and we had so much fun.

I don't remember Wed.

Yesterday Abbe and I ate Chinese and went to see War of the Worlds. Holy hell, that was a good movie.

Today I got up around 9:30 and got dressed. I talked to Dan and Abbe. I looked for jobs, applied for 1, and am now feeling sick and depressed.

My mom gave me a grad charm for my link bracelet, and my aunt gave me $100.

My sister's party is August 13th. Mom, Abbe, and I are going up there for the weekend. Road trips with my mother are always fun. Abbe will finally get to meet my sister and my BABY! I GET TO SEE BABY!!! I'm so excited for that! He's so flippin cute and I love him more than anything else in the world.

I've not had much of an appetite lately. I eat when I'm hungry, and that's it. Sometimes not even. I just don't feel the need to eat. I guess it helps having no food in the house. So now when I'm depressed and bored, I just sit here
and watch Rugrats.

I'm going to go get Taco Bell. I haven't had it in a long time. I haven't had fast food in quite awhile. I've been eating whole meals either at home, or in restaurants for my birthday. I need to exercise more. I'm going to try really hard to start walking at night like I did last summer.

I feel so dirty and trashy. I'm going to wash all my clothes and bedding, take a long shower, shave, and scrub everything dead and impure off of my face.

Oh hell, I have to bake cookies still for 's grad party.